Romatic August

August'2012 is gonna waving to the earth . A new month, A new life ,A better me .=）

FOREVER FIGHTING FOR BETTER LIFE！

First,I shouldn't care my students more than their parents do. As long as I done my work ,that's enough . Scolding them or nagging them are not the way to erase their weakness .Conversely , They will be more “dreaming".

Because of the incident ,my life is changed. You totally controlled my emotional till I'm not able to control myself. But right now , I got the better me .ermm.I think so xp

Going for 2 days 1 night trip on the coming saturday. Pretty looking forward it .xp Finally ,I can relax myself .=)  I will disconnect you all but don't worry ,I'm damn fine =D

Eh,why you so moody？I'm not trying to hide my problem in front of you ,I just don't know how to explain to you. I have no idea how to comfort you ,just wanna tell you ," You're still important ,and your place never be taken over ."=) Get it ？❤ !

Starting to prepare my final exam , actually ,my speed is just like tortise .lols！OK！I SURE DO IT THE BEST ！I won't let down myself ！

JUST FOR YOU ❤

You be the 1st .=） Don't you think that we always argue or din't talk much with each other recently ？I think so.I admit part of it is because of my mood ,I wanna apologise to you ,I know you're still caring me like last time you did ,I know .We just lack of time to foster our relationship, So sorry ,I din't hang out with you yesterday ,cos I really in moody situation ,I don't want to affect your mood ,so I absent .sorry dear ❤。I promise you I won't do it again if NOTHING HAPPEN LARH =D  ❤！

Second ,that's you, being my neighbour is quite suffer sometimes.xp Cos you have to bear with my easily emo style.I bet you know the reason I will be like that . However ,don't worry, I feel better after going for a haircut =DD cute right???HAHAHAHA！I know I'm not the one who understand you ,but I will try my best to do it .ok？xp ❤  Remember ,FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS！

Third,is you .We knew each other since we were children.But our relationship is just like.......Not very very very best friend ,but still very very  best friend,lols.Do you know what I mean？LOLS.I hope I din't describe the feeling untruly.lols.Well,you're a quite good adviser.May be you're interested in this kinds of things.haahah.We were having the same problem "before but recent'.lol.My problem seems fine,so,how yours？btw,I have faith on you to solve your problem .=) ❤！

You, Sometimes,I think I always did something unfair to you,Should I tell you the truth？Are you ok with it？ 

I wish that that is not the trouble for you.Trust me,our relationship won't only like that but will be getting closer.=）I need time,you know it ,right？=） ❤！

And YOU ！I can't describe our relationship ,I also don't know how is it going on.......lols.I really....don't know how to say.you know,my heart used to yours.but right now,lols......impossible =).k larh,deserve a ❤ also larh .

：We might never be friend or,be friend or even more than friend . 

bye July ❤

My recipe

Waking up in the early morning makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise .=)

1st and foremost,I wanna thank to those who cheer me up for the previous post , Appreciate it ❤. I feel better right now,No worry!=)

Last saturday ,I cooked for myself ,that is 面粉糕❤. It's quite easy to make ,so dears,you can try it at home during  weekend .

We just need some simple ingredient for pastry. These are :

WATER and A small piece of butter .

Actually making pastry is not too difficult ,so dears,you can set the amount of ingredient whatever you want.

Translate to chinese =D

首先，将面粉倒进碗里，再把已打好的蛋倒进去，用汤匙把他们搅拌，搅拌的过程中得到些水，到了不浓不稀的程度就行了。然后，放一小块的牛油，继续搅拌，直到牛油块得到均匀的分解。

在煎第一块糕饼的时候，小锅需要放点油，第二第三块的时候就无须再放，免得油腻，到了第四块可以再放些油，第五第六块无需加油，就这样以此类推。

几个简单的步骤，就大功告成！ =D

你们可以以番茄酱做配料，再加一杯橙汁，简直就是完美的搭配！

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：唯有think positive ！

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最近真的很不开心。。。。。脾气变得很暴躁，情绪很不稳定。。。。

越来越讨厌这个地方，发现和这些人沟通不来，讲多几句，就不喜欢。

我知道不是他们的问题，而是我改变了，我越来越不喜欢和别人相处，总是觉得他们假的很。

心很不想自己变到惹人讨厌的性格，可是偏偏确实如此。

自从尝试过自己逛街，身边就不想融入任何人·，自己要去哪里就那里。。。

在学校，我很怕单独一人，可是，在家，在外面，却很渴望一个人。。。。。。

我很努力的控制自己的情绪，不想和任何人发生口角，因为想到未来不能没有朋友。。。

因为你，我变得越来越有心计，总是认为别人对我的好都是企图，都是虚伪的。

我真的很讨厌你。。。。可是又很不舍得把你删除，对，我需要时间。

亲人的烦恼又说给我听，朋友的烦恼又一箩箩，自己的烦恼，说出来，也无法纾解。

很想skip school，很想脱离现在的生活， I WANT A BETTER LIFE!!!!! dear GOD ,can you hear me????

我每天向上帝祈祷，希望得到更好的生活。

真不明白为何有些人会妒忌我，到底是什么原因？？陌生人的妒忌，我会感到开心，可是身边人的妒忌心，我会很讨厌，没有人知道我的真实情况。。。。

对了，你，就是你，一个幼稚到不行的人，你喜欢他管我什么事？？？他说的话你又信？？？也许是你蠢，真是有够笨。

我懂太多事情，因此对任何人的话都有所保留。我需要认识新的人。

对，差点忘了你，对不起，我感觉自己好像在利用你，不是利益上的利用，而是精神上的利用。我很想和你坦白一切，可是又担心连累你。我真的很想和你坦白，可是又担心你不会再care我。。。。。。。

最后，你，你彻彻底底改变了我。你做这些到底是为了什么？是想报复吗？？你明知道我会看你写的东西，为什么你还要写出来？？？？？为什么？？？？？？？？？

我很想改变现在的我，真的很想。。。。。。。。

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Not going to sit for exam on August ,It's good to give me enough time to prepare the final exam...

Just got the extremely shocking news from Facebook ,Hk artist --bosco wong ,Hk artist--胡杏儿 just broke up their relationship few months ago......

They had been together 8 years ago..... 8 YEARS！not only 2or3months......But also end up with "goodbye". 

for more details,search.---SINA =)

：Nothing is perfect ,that's why.

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Better me ？

LOOK ！I cut my fringe！=D HEY!only rm2.oo .lols~

Let's compare the older and the new one

MATURE x YOUNG 

damn~lols,I'm sick of being the mature me,so just CHANGE IT

So？ok.

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Phone is out of credit right now ......@@....ok.what is the MAIN point I touch my laptop ? oh yea！Helping mom with something =D

Went Mid Valley with mindy,zhi yin and a random people--ah lem on last Saturday =）It's pretty fun but It's only personal minded .xp MINDY GOH~~~~=D 

same short pants =D

Due to malacca trip,zhi yin has to back earlier so that she was missing the edu fair .haha!don't be pek cek ！We still have the time to make it =）Ah Lem is friendly and is also a loudly person =D,NO OFFENSE！He is impolite to zhi yin when we were at his school for carnival---SMK TAMAN CONNAUGHT =).Behave yourself ！

His school is quite big area and alot of people (lols,I'm talking nonsense~.~).OH YEA！I saw a handsome guy who I have been viewing his profile for the long time ago ，that day I met him in real life！wow！

The time when I spent with mindy ❤ is nice,lovely nice =) We just walked ,shopped , tried clothes and did those random activities.The most awkrd thing we did ,that is,trying clothes in forever 21 ❤,lols,keep on trying.I'm glad that those staff were not scolding us even there was crowd around there =D

Let picture shows to you ！

crazy right??? But have fun !hahaha! oh yea!ROMP  too =)

my pose is so cool ,right???hahaah！I only dare to post my personal picture on blog .lols.

ok.Let me talk about "FAKE".

Nowadays people would like to use “FAKE" to describe the person who is not catching their eyes. This is not a rude word,is not a impolite word but it's getting me mad.I hate people describing me by using "FAKE" in treating those I do really care about. just damn you. I admit sometimes I talk something bad on them ,but those are only their disadvantages "lorh" ok?I never talk about their physical state as my joke. so,IT'S NOT CONSIDERED AS FAKE ！

People are not "Confucian",we will get angry on somebody for sure. When the time we are putting anger on someone,we will talk about their bad automatically ,but as long as it's not that over ,then it's ok"larh". 

After the anger is released,we have no comment on the person anymore.Just like "actually It's nothing".Then,we gather together again....

We are only doing the way ,only this way. 

：You can't jugde me by the others' comments.

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Take it Easy ！

Lols~I was playing guitar ❤ at zhi yin's house .Quite fun and EXTREMELY HARD too @@

Dears,How's your current life? Fantastic?Bored?or..as usual? No matter what kind of lifestyle you are having ,It's your life,your own life.

Chatting with TOP STUDENT cousin yesterday.Nothing change on him.Still handsome,talkative and...SMART ~.~ I really don't know how come he could be switho damn INTELLIGENT！Is related to DNA？Here is a thesis named---What make a person intelligent <<

Whenever I chat with him,I have a strong self-abased . Comparing with him (no,I don't even have the right ),I'm nothing.YES！JUST A NOTHING ! All because of LAZYNESS ！I understand my weakness and disadvantage but I have no the motivation to change it.So, I'm not caring about it until I met him last night.

no badge , werid pose = ahli puk,leong mei shan. 

lols.cannot let karen read this post !!!xp

我就喜欢爱你爱你随时都要一起，

我喜欢爱你外套，味道，还有你的怀里。

：No matter how many mistakes you make or how slow you progress, you are still way ahead of everyone who isn't trying.

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edited by me,mei shan =)

很多事情偷偷地发生，

不是缺少解决方案，

而是找不到同理心，

因此，就这样，蔓延。。。直到不堪设想。。。

对方其实都很在乎对方，

对方其实都很想对对方说：SHMILY

害怕先踏第一步，

胆怯先开口，

因此，就这样，等待。。。直到没有结果。。。

SHMILY ,不只是说给情人听，还能送给亲人，朋友。。

一对相爱多个年代的老夫妇也是靠这个字来维持对对方那份丝丝的爱，

无论在屋里的那个角落，只要有他们的足迹，就会有，SHMILY出现。

他们很羞涩，没有勇气开口说：我爱你，

就利用这六个字母来表达。

              ：有时，一字一句胜过千言万语。

过于重视，只会为难自己。

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Get addicted to "better me"by fiona,hk singer.=)

How's my life ？As usual.=) 

Since last year ,I already looked forward to go shopping alone .But last time there was no chance for me  .Fortunately,I tried it for few days ago. It's great .！You don't need to follow anyone ,just walk anywhere you want. It's free.totally random =D

especially when the time I spent in MPH ❤. Depends on weekdays ,there is no crowd around MPH. Plus,those music were played are relaxing. awww~ what a paradise ！=)

cotton on,mid valley .

ok.I know.I should change a better phone .yea.I found it. samsung s advanced ❤

outfit of the day =)

It's pretty weird .yeap. 没办法。。。。THERE IS COLD ！！！！

nice japanese food .

sushi tei,mid valley. There are few sets for promotion during weekdays. like this only rm16.80. worth for it ,izit ???

check it out =D

ok....

I back to normal state . No feel like dying anymore. ok.I must thank to mr zheng yang and zhi yin ❤lols I have mentioned both of you again and again. that zheng yang arh....taught me many things,I must thank to him right here ,otherwise ,sure get his endless nag @@ =DD

ok..somebody gets jealous readily ....@@ lols~~no comment arh =D GOOD LUCK IN YOUR COMPETITON ！FOREVER SUPPORT ！❤

：Please recall your past before you jugde anyone =)

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Better me

遠處海港傳來陣陣船笛

我一直飄零到被你揀起

如今望著反映窗戶玻璃

有個我陌生又熟悉

I can Smile a little more

Sing a little more

Feel a little more

全因為你

說好了要為幸福　一天天地練習

練習 Laugh a little more

Love myself a little more

要學會更加善待我自己

為你我變成了　Better me

甚麼距離都不算是真的分離

想念和默契能代替一切言語

有一天生命會老去　還好謝謝有你

在你眼中　I see the better in me

Coz I can Smile a little more

Sing a little more

Feel a little more　全因為你

說好了要為幸福　一天天地練習

練習 Laugh a little more

Love myself a little more

要學會更加善待我自己

為你我變成了　Better me

就是那麼神奇

從前的錯都有意義

教我拋開所有猜疑　也許

我也美麗　值得一個奇蹟

我的眼淚會墜落

絕不是因為懦弱

而是感謝天讓我遇見你

不然今天就不能　如此地有勇氣

Now I promise to you

And I can swear to you

為你我　一定加倍　珍惜*我自己

做一個值得你　驕傲的　Better me

一個值得你　愛的Better me

引用來源 http://www.littleoslo.com/lyc/home/fiona-sit-better-me-lyrics-mv

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1st of July =)

Today is 2rd of july ,xp Sorry ,yesterday I was no time to blog about your BIG DAY larh =D。I know you won't be angry .

I am glad that you were not getting stomache after having my "lovely food"。haha

So,wish you all the best in your sixteen years old life ,❤

You're so imba !lols！Same smiling face =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU 

ALL THE BEST 

=)

我的眼泪会坠落，绝不是因为我脆弱，而是感谢天让我遇见了你。

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Scars

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Scar is ugly ,is pain ,is hard to be erased or even cannot be cleaned . My leg has a scar , an ugly scar like a leech 。This is not a big deal and I never give a damn on it .Conversely ,the scar in my heart is killing me in every single minute .I always try to move it away from my heart but I can't. I am not able to do it. It's deep.

There is a similarity between both scar -----made by myself . I spoiled the skin of my left leg with my careless attitude . I hurted the outer skin of my heart with believing in a wrong person. However ,the scar will disappear if time goes day by day . 

I couldn't leave a scar in my body anymore .Otherwise my heart will bleed until it lack of blood. Due to the scar ,I am being alert of everyone . especially the guy I am liking right now. I don't dare to fall in love with him.I know it is unfair to him ,. sorry .

Perhaps I will change my mind for the coming day .Everything is possible ,right? but not now.Seriously ,I am tired of acting like a happy lark.It's fake.I want to be emo in school but I don't dare to do it because I will stop chating with my bunch and even stop answering the question teacher is asking.I only will sleep and do homework.For me ,this type of mei shan is horrible .There are no differences with a mental problem person.That's why I don't dare to do it.I must control myself from being that kind of person.

Luckily,I have best friends by my side all the time .especially zheng yang and zhi yin.They know all the problem of my current life. Zhi yin is pek cek-ing also .Girl！You must be tough ！You couldn't fail in your problem ! ❤  We must be strong ！=)

and zheng yang.=) You are the one who I always share my sadness with and also the one I always neglect. xp.SORRY LARH ！because I always busy with internet ,studyies and =D but I am not going to change it =D because I love the current me =D hahaha! ❤！

Wow~this post seems so cheong hei .lols ,should stop right now .=)

：Please stay with me when I am moody .

When I close my eyes I think of you

And the times we’ve had been through

Even though we’re far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me

How you’ve made my world complete

But now I’m left alone

We talked about love and hope

Wishing we could start a life our own

I wish that I could live without you

# Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you’d love me from the start

All those painful things you’ve put me through

But I’m still loving you

I’ve tried to give my best to you

I don’t deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.

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I can't say it but I mean it

Malaysia 's networks should be improved to the better one.

OK. NO OFFENSE

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总是有那么一个人，会把你气的直跺脚，把你伤的直哭，把你弄得像个疯子，但是只要他说句什么，你就又会笑的最甜

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朋友，有很多种。谈心，谈衣，谈学,甚至谈性。

每个朋友，都和我们相同的地方，可是，不是完全一样，而是，有些一样。

有的人抱怨，他的朋友不好，不是真心的朋友。因为当向对方倾述时，换来的只是‘哦“，甚至毫不在乎的态度。我们不能说他们不好，只是彼此相同的地方并非此处。他们不会背叛我们，不会挖苦我们，可是，谈心事的时候，总是闹得不欢而散。这究竟是为什么？

原因只有一个。朋友并非万能。recycle bin 都会分成三种，朋友是人，很理所当然的不可能三合一。

有的朋友，和他逛街扫货，最快乐不过！可是，一谈到心事，却冷场收尾。另一种朋友，和他倾述，拿意见，犹如专属的心理学家，对着他，能够完完全全的释放内心的情绪。但是，和他逛街，他ok,也许，就只有咖啡店，MPH的心理质询部门成为我们逛街的首选。

他们不好吗？从未出卖我们，从未背叛我们，不曾欺骗我们，一叫就到！不好吗？？！！简直就是好到不得了！可是，我们必须懂得在什么情况之下呼唤他们。

：遇见你是命运的安排，成为了朋友，是我的选择。

而爱上你，是我无法控制的意外

Future

Guys ,have you planned your future ？What do you all expect to get in the future？LOUIS VUITTON ？PRADA？BANANA REPUBLIC ？or a double storey house ？ or even bangalow？

My mom told me that being a 20 until 25 young people , should have your own house or  a car .Conversely ,people should not pay on material too much ,may be you will be happy and be proud of carrying a branded bag ,dressing up with TOP SHOP clothes , wearing NIKE SHOES ,but think properly ,do you get any benifit  

from these except THE HAPPINESS ? 

Some of people have a opposite thinking from the people who I have mentioned at the previous paragraph.For them ,They will buy a car or a house 1st.And then they will pay for their car or house per month .Then ,they will spend their another part of money on investing .Lastly,if they have some money left ,They will buy some material to encourage themself . So,what benifit they will get by this way? 

They have a stable place to be lived ,they have their own car instead of boarding public transport .They will earn money by investing .They have a constant saving account ,Lastly ,THEY BE THE RICH GUY .=)

A wise people not only know which shop doing promotion but also understand what 's the situation of financial. They will pay out but at the same time they earn also . 

I'm not born in a golden key family ,as such I have to depends on myself . People might think that I am pity and unlucky .But for me ,I think it is ok cos I know how to get more money and also know how to plan my future life .and I'm glad I am not shopaholic although I love shopping =D！I will think properly whether I need to buy it or not before paying .  

Still,I will choose those branded shop like COTTON ON,FOREVER 21 even I'm not that rich .cos I think those clothes are more quality than times square rm20per cloth shop .LOLS ! 

So,how I save the money ？ I am being a tutor ,so that I will save 60percent of my montly salary into my bank =).

                                                                                       ：

我欣赏的女人，应该穿得起几千元的大衣，也不嫌弃几十元的T恤；享受得了高档的咖啡厅，也咽得下边的麻辣烫；坐得起豪华轿车，也hold住11路公交车；出席得了高雅的宴会，也嗨得起姐妹们的聚会。

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whose fault ?

Whose fault? How I know ?~.~

Honestly ,I hate those people who only asks people "WHY ? WHAT YOU WANT ? "

DAMN！

ok.CLOSE TOPIC.

Today I touched gan sheng hsien's leg ！WOW ! your legs are freaking white ！！！！and SKINNY !（pek cek ) He is adorable and...FUNNY ！I like to sing for him , like :take a bow .this song is quite suitable for him cos there have some funny sentences ,such as ,YOU LOOK SO DUMB RIGHT NOW ，TRYING TO APOLOGISE ,YOU 'RE UGLY WHEN YOU CRY .xp

：All I want is GETTING OVER YOU ！

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