November

- Don't expect me to discover your real feeling which has been hided in the bottom of your heart.

Hope so

Jingle bell ？~。~

好好享受两个月的假期吧！=D

：My pillow is always THE BEST ！❤

Everything is gonna to be GOOD =)

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Monday blue？

：费事多讲。

说真的，有时候真的觉得你们不太尊重我。我现在就真的很不爽。

What the hell？

明天有合唱团表演。。。。== 刚进没多久就要表演，声音都还没练好。#莫名其妙

What the .....？

幸好还有你。❤ Always here for me =) Appreciate it ！

：如果你能24小时待在我身边，那该多好。

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#disappointed on you,you ,you and you

翻糖花园 ❤

平時，不太常看台灣偶像劇，因為個人覺得看了之後，會產生太多的幻想。渴望現實生活中，找到一個能像男主角一樣完美的伴侶，渴望在戲中所有浪漫的情節都會發生在自己身上，渴望自己能夠像女主角那麼幸運，那麼幸福。看了這種八點檔，就會這樣的後遺癥。

我身邊的朋友沒有過於沉迷于偶像劇也不會抗拒。如果好看的，就繼續看下去。就這樣。。

而我自己本身也不沒有去關注偶像劇的消息，看的偶像劇都是從朋友口中得知，想看，就會上網搜索video，沒有興趣，就沒有加於理會。

近來，astro 雙星播放著在今年年頭蠻紅的偶像劇-----翻糖花園 Fondant Garden。我無意中在紫瑩家看了一集，就深深被她吸引住了！由於末考的來臨，唯有忍著，等到考試後才看。劇中的演員們，我都不太熟悉，就只是認識王傳一❤。我很喜歡他，雖然在這部戲，他有點陰險，爲了順利繼承父親的生意，做的事有一點點的自私。不過，我還是很喜歡他=）因為他給人一種成熟，穩重，理智有安全感的感覺。=S

我知道自己也是那種看了偶像劇會產生幻想的女生，所以都不會讓自己沉迷于偶像劇，免得早晚都在發夢，到時科科不及格，就死定了。。。@@

有時看戲的時候，會拿現實生活中的男生和戲裡的比較，發現到其實真的很不同。現實里，像“漢吉”這種人，已經少之又少。有的話，樣子好看的，probability 根本就不到1.~.~ 我不是在暗示現在的男生不好，只是很難找到自己想要的那種。所以爲了不要自己拿來煩，乾脆就不要理會這種讓人捉摸不定的感情遊戲。有學業，賺錢的機會，家人和朋友就已足夠幸福了。=）

：很多時候，不是說努力，就能有擁有。

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SILENT HILL is SINISTER

：Horrible , Terrible , Disgusting 

It's fabulous that I din't buy anything today. oh yea..Top up isn't included.lols..Hung out with great buddies from afternoon until night. It's quite fun and crazy cuz we watched 2 horror movies in one day..@@ Frankly speaking larh it is really horrible....especially the sound effect. Even though I never watch it without covering part of my eyes, I still can feel the fear through the awesome sound effect. It's really damn......~.~ Plus ,the volume is high ,making me more afraid..

On middle of watching Sinister ,Yan kye told us that those people beside him were suddenly leaving .Just scare him larh.lols.

Just randomly say ：Tomorrow is BIG BANG DAY 

Welcome to Malaysia. =)

I got many friends are so into them..most of them all GIRLS.（normal la.) But for me,I just like their song ,cuz it is quite HOT and POP .lols. like BOOM SHAKALAKA...It sounds cool,right? Besides,all members of big bang are looking good and awesome,attract more young girls..Lols.

To be honest,I can't totally know what're you thinking about. Compare with last time,it is different.Perhaps,people normally is being like this？I have no idea.... That's why I still don't want to give a definite answer. Sometimes,you're so freaking COOL AND COLD and even never find me. but sometimes,you're like so hyper...What's the reason？.....?

Seriously,I hate people always saying me is in a relationship ..wtf is it？Damn pissed off with this kinds of situation.... Nobody knows the truth...

Luckily,hang out today .We talked about primary memories.Keep on laughing even we were having lunch and high tea at 龙的传人 and 旺角. Can't bear with ah loh,rude words non-stop coming from his mouth.OMG.... hate it.@@ and he is so kiap siap one..RM3 also want to claim from us....~.~

Mom called me on the midway of show ,just wanna tell me that those picture I took with mindy they are nice.LOLS. oh yea.it's weird that she never mention anything in front of me after she read those messages.hmmmm.......

Ok.should be stopped right now. NIGHTS 

❤！

Pillow and me =)

：Everything will be fine 

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=)

。。。。。。

I think I should blog right now .cos somebody worries about me.LOLS. I'm ok right now.that case has been settled peacefully.I never think teacher can be so understanding....Thank you teacher.❤ 

Well,fail physic in this round of exam.To be frank,I need chinese-teaching teacher to teach me physic.I was totally fed up...Just truly hope not to drop class .I promise I will study well during this holidays！GOD BLESS ME @@

ok..What should I say right now？My result SUCKS larh！I can't imagine that I have been decadent almost one year..2012...depress la！#wth

Forever Young

“Forever young, I want to be forever young 

                  Do you really want to live forever,forever, forever ”

Yea! Be forever young =)

Perhaps,there're uncounted difficulty in your life, you can't feed up on it BUT fight for it！Admittedly,there's no one in the world being lucky buddy in his/her entire life.As long as you're a human being,you have to face problemS. No matter what would happen in your life,you MUST face it and solve it GAMELY. Just tell you all what am I encountering recently.I did something wrong that even can affect my position in class and also image of me.To be frank,I was really really panic and nervous ,even plan to skip school on monday.In the end,I changed my mind. I think I should confront it gamely and bravely.This is the only way to solve the problem.So,at the end ,I decided to attend school on monday and explain the truth to my teacher.All I hope to get is to settle it peacefully and privately.And also hope teacher could pardon me ... 

Untruly thinking could kill a person.So,dear people,please think properly before you do something.Don't be the next after me.

........Lols.Now I only realize my blog entry is about FOREVER YOUNG.lols.I was out of topic.

Unquestionable,people should live forever and young.What type of life can only deem as living young？

 fashionable life?

non-stop travelling life?

k-pop life?

clubbing life?

individualistic life?

or

SEX UAL LIFE?  

(it might too over) lols~.~

Actually,there's no a particular answer for this question. So means that you can consider those lifestyle above as your living-in-young life. lols.

Btw,I still try to google to find out some of the answer.xp

At the end,I found out there's few ways of living young.

How to live young ？

*Anti-smoking .Avoiding it,you will look younger and healthier

*Do exercise regulary. It could prevent you from getting sick and having weight problems

*Hang out without makeup  . It could safe your skin.

*Be confident. Self-confident is important in pushing yourself up.

*Enlarge your social network. It could bring you lots of joys.

Lastly,keep an eye on latest news.You can know what's happening around the world.

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The first thought come up with my mind when I blogging about forever young is Forever 21 ..I bet most of you exactly know what is it right？yea.It is  "an American chain of clothing retailers with branches in major cities in the United States, Puerto Rico, Canada, Europe,Asia, Latin America, and the Middle East that offers trendy clothing and accessories for young women, men, and girls at low, affordable prices."

In fact,its price is not that expensive but after trending usa dollar to malaysia ringgit,It sorta costly.

Forever 21 ,pavillion,malaysia ❤

Although it has freaking expensive price on its clothes,it has low price on its accessories.=)

So, I got two hairband from here.It costs only rm7 for each ！！But I just bought two of them cos major of their pattern are not my liking.xp

I have no a super big crush on its clothes even though I love to visit it.Until the day I "meet up"with a fleece

pullover .

Price in USA dollar : 17.80
Price in Malaysia :rm56-60

GOSH,I love it so much man！My 1st time craving for a shirt till like crazy！I wasn't willing to take it off  and even feel like taking it home quickly !Please don't judge it makes us hot by its long sleeve style.To be honest,it isn't！I feel  comfy when wear it ,never ever feel uncomfortable！I tried it on 9th sept even until now ,I haven't gave up on getting it. Urm,actually,I have a small plan on it which purchase it during holidays cos I got the 20% discount voucher .I intend to take it as my new year cloth .Wear on 年初一.hahaah.cos 年初一must wear something in red.erm.actually,It can't deem as red but also LOOK LIKE RED larh RIGHT？lols.talking nonsense @@

Frankly speaking larh,I always hope I could get it as my present from someone else.HAHA..*dreaming =S

Who doesn't wish to get present ,especially girls.hahaha..

Besides,this fleece pullover is easy to match any bottoms.Either skirt or short pants is also not a problem.

Plus,I love the quote on its front of shirt ！ 

TAKE IT EASY ！

yea...It is damn suitable for the current me. Should take everything easy .

Unconsciously,it is 1.39 AM right now. I should get to bed as well. 

Wow,this post is sorta long ,lols....unconsciously doing it again....LOLS

ok.NIGHTS PEOPLE. and also GOOD MORNING to some of western country people. =)

：Let us die young or let us live forever 

                             We don't have the power but we never say never 

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=)

Hope everything will be fine

：Praying....

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Unexpected...

Something just happened to me today.I did something wrong and I feel so guilty right now.Admittedly,I know it's my fault even though I wasn't really doing it in the end.Until now ,I still remember the feeling when teacher found out something wrong with it.I was damn freaking panic but I still tried my best to hide the real feeling .Keep on hypnotizing myself to be relax....and just cooled down....I particularly abhor the feeling..It is bad and suffering..

So,what should I do ？Is it ended？.......？

When the moment I feel worst,I tried to think positive which take it as a lesson----Never do wrong when stay in the serious situation.Did once time,End all time.

So,what I have to do is just to study well well for paper 1 and do math holidays homework.

That's all.

：To be honest,I can't read your mind,not even a little bit.

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2.07am

：假期

夜深人静，心中总是有很多感触。

pmr假期就快结束了，又要再回到考场，埋头苦考。~.~

这几天，都是抱病温习功课。病情反反复复。浪费了很多读书的时间。

原先只是普通的伤风咳嗽，然后就到感冒。。。~.~

不过算起来，我的身体还蛮健康，不用吃药都能痊愈。（虽然需要几天的时间来调理）

生病期间，就只能躺在床拿着moral definasi的纸死命的背，总算背完了！=DDDD！

可是，生物学就还不是很上手。。。算了吧。。。lols

不是我临时抱佛脚，我在上个月已经读了很多，可是也忘了很多。。。。~.~

我也不清楚为什么。。。我也不明白问题在哪里。。。就真的是忘记。。

忘记了能够怎样？重读啦！所以就拖到现在都还没读完。。。

这个星期考生物学，现在才读到第七课，还有一课要赶。。。arghs！#GG

是时间回去respiration，晚安。=）

：这个世界不是说有你要什么，就有什么。

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12.14am

：Quote 

=)

去年的秘密

昨天在大众书局读了这本书，就只是读到一半。。很遗憾，没有将它买回家。。。。。

它没有很厚，却能将故事情节排的很仔细，很顺畅。

它述说着，一宗车祸带走了这个女人的记忆，身边所有的事都让她感到很抗拒很陌生。作为她的未婚夫，姜立仁只好按耐着心中的难过默默陪在她的身边，帮助她恢复记忆。这段日子里，可柔已被立仁的真诚打动。当他的记忆一点一滴零零碎碎的回复时，她才愕然发现那个经常出现在她零碎的记忆画面中的男人并不是她的未婚夫。当她这位秘密情人再次走进她的生活里，她又再发现知道这个秘密的并不只是她一个人。。。。

究竟，情侣之间能够隐藏多少秘密？这些秘密能够永远藏在心底吗？

我很想知道结局。其实，这不是去年的秘密，这件事早已在七年前发生。

这不是普通的爱情故事，而是一本诉说着一场爱情与知情的博弈。

：恢复的记忆究竟揭穿了多少秘密。

It's not perfect AT ALL

我的英文又倒退了。。。#wtf？

什么鬼都考到一团糟。。。看到那份物理试卷二竟然考到这样。。。真的是。。欲哭无泪！

奇怪的是我竟然没有像上次那么激动。也许，已经习惯了。。。~.~ #hell

自从上了中四才发现自己根本就不是读书的料。我自认不笨，可是却缺少了那一份动力。逻辑的想想，如果，我真的很热爱读书，我会没有动力吗？？还是我的思想还很幼稚，没有为未来铺路？我不懂。。。。我真的不懂。。。。

最近，运气又不是很好，不知道是不是不小心得罪了什么。。。。我真的可以感觉到我的运气没有像以前那么好。说实话，努力很重要，可是运气也不可以少。。。有些人的运气真的是非常好，时不时就遇到好事，抽个签，就赢到一部ipad，答个问题就获得手机。。。wtf#

。。。。。。

现在就连写这篇短文，都写得乱七八糟。SHAME ON MYSELF!!!!!

：渐渐地，看不起自己。。。。‘

GG

Mindy posted this photo on her twitter on April but I saw it on yesterday ~.~

Do you guys still remember I used to say wanna keep long hair ？I did a small experiment just now.

Aim：To determine whether long hair is suitable me or not

Hypothesis：UNDEFINED

Apparatus&materials：美图秀秀，photos

Procedure ：(TRY TO THINK)

ok...What's the hasil ？

        

so, obviously,the conclusion is LONG HAIR LOOK  IS FAILED.！

arghs！what the hell？

：还是短发比较好 ~.~

WE ARE NEVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, "This is it, I've had enough," 'cause like
We hadn't seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
"Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me."
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, "I hate you," we break up, you call me, "I love you."

Oooh we called it off again last night
But, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together
Like, ever...

I'm really gonna miss you picking fights
And me, falling for it screaming that I'm right
And you, would hide away and find your peace of mind
With some indie record that's much cooler than mine

Oooh, you called me up again tonight
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me (talk to me)
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together


I used to think that we were forever ever
And I used to say, "Never say never..."
Uggg, so he calls me up and he's like, "I still love you,"
And I'm like... "I just... I mean this is exhausting, you know, like,
We are never getting back together. Like, ever"

No!

We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

During EXAM ！

All I want to say is GG ！MATH GG !！

Remember not to last minute to prepare exam！

ARGHS!!!!!!!!!!!

GG