我再也不会相信爱情,更不会相信永恒。
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Monday, December 16, 2013
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Monday, December 9, 2013
第二天
由于鞋子太硬,尾指都起了水泡。脚痛了一整天,贴了胶布也没有效。唉,这双鞋都不是便宜货诶。不过,很感恩,同事都对我很好,看到我累会让椅子给我坐,啊。。很感恩!!
工作一切顺利,在同事身上学会了对顾客的尊重与细心。很感恩,遇到了一班有涵养的人。
一如往常,休息时,走进borders看书,领悟到每个人都得有个人格面具,面具并非意味着虚伪,做作,反而促进人际关系。待人处事圆滑总好过被人说成不会转弯的直肠子。
其实,到borders看书,不仅为了增加智慧,也为了考研自己应付回忆的折磨。那些一起看书的时光,一起逛完整间书局的时光,如今却成了伤心的理由。
尽管如此,我依然会坚强地度过,看开,放下。我深信我一定能做到,因为我有一班很关心我,为我加油的朋友。朋友们的幸福也是让我微笑的理由,所以,to all my dear friends,please stay sweet and be happy ! 英文读起来比较没那么恶心。哈哈!
alright.Pen off and good nightz !
Sunday, December 8, 2013
Friday, December 6, 2013
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Monday, December 2, 2013
I believe I can Fly
Spm 终于圆满落幕了,也意昧着为中学生涯画上了句点。
叛逆不再是我的特权,眼泪不再是我的武器,现在的我,明天的我,下一年的我,都必须持着坚持,积极的心态面对任何事情。
正所谓:天将降大任于是人也,必先苦其心志,劳其筋骨,饿其体肤,空乏其身,行拂乱其所为。
Sunday, December 1, 2013
December
天啊,十二月了!时光飞逝。。
酸,甜,苦,辣,都尝尽了。
曾经,哭得歇斯底里,笑得翻天覆地,人生啊,就是如此。
新的一个月,就把所有不开心的事都抛开吧!
往快乐出发!=)
*曾经的年少轻狂是时候结束了
Friday, November 29, 2013
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Sunday, November 24, 2013
Friday, November 22, 2013
我,行吗?
最近,频作恶梦,内容都是关系到大考。
会做梦的原因就是对自己没信心。对,我确实对自己的临场反应是极度不满意。
平时的准备其实都不少了。每个星期有四天补习。其实不都应该足够了吗?再加上平时的练习,也应该ready好了吧?可是,事实并非如此。
从英文试卷那天起,我就对自己没有了信心。我写不出答案吗?我没时间完成吗?都不是。可是,我就是很担心。毕竟有期望才会有失望。。。
难道我就不是读书的料?难道我就无法达成我的目标?我是这样认为,但同时我也对自己信心。使用吸引力法则,告诉自己一定行!
但其实真的很失望,很沮丧。复习了,又把记忆结成冰。暖化了它,他又凝固了。唉。。。。
很担心我的高数成绩。试卷一给了我希望,试卷二又让我失望。。。到底是为什么。。。当时的心情很紧张,眼泪都快流出来了,还剩下半小时的时间可是我却还有三题未完成!虽然到最后都做完了,可是就很不安。。。啊,失败。。。
好了,下星期,生物,化学,物理。祝自己好运吧。
Friday, November 15, 2013
Monday, November 11, 2013
今天大部分的时间都被The Heirs 占据了。它没有特别的好看,就只是这集完了你会有想看下一集的冲动。
无可否认,在考试期间追戏,的确很奢侈,可是如果从剧情多了一种领悟,对我,那可是另当别论。
一直一直很好奇贵族学校真的那么注重阶级吗?这个观念真的那么被重视吗?可是照理而言,贵族学校的学生不是应该更加有文化的吗?从小到大都生活在无忧无虑的环境下,不懂应该更加注意个人道德观吗?
看到女主角生活得那么委屈,都觉得心疼,很幸运男主角那么用心地呵护她,保护她 ,可是在现实生活中,这类型的男高中生还真的很稀少。哈哈!纯属个人意见。
所以啊,我还能抽离。因为我很清楚地知道这并非现实。我也很清楚现在的我是处于大考状态。
最后就在此劝勉各位继承者迷赶快抽离出来吧!^^
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Thursday, November 7, 2013
Monday, November 4, 2013
Sunday, November 3, 2013
SPM
The day after tomorrow .
Just try my best to achieve my goal.
=)
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看回那两张卡片,心中有着莫名的情绪,说不出是个怎样的感觉。。可是,眼泪却流下。。不是哭,没有哭,不会哭,只是觉得一切来得太快,也走得太快。正如刀大所言,人生当中一切的开始与结束根本不需要理由。
说实话,这件事还真的消耗了我不少时间寻找回属于自己的正能量,毕竟我曾把你当成是我专属的正能量,虽然这次恢复的时间并不是累人的三五年,可是对于大考来计算,其实真的花了很多时间。。
很多时候我就是不能从回忆里抽离回来现实。那些曾经带来欢笑的画面却成了现在流泪的理由。唉,所以说啊,回忆真的很讨人厌。
人,必须向前走,并非止步,回目等待还未得到的东西。
这是我的激励语,但看似无效。
我常常还是会在温习的半途中回想起那些所谓该死的回忆。唉,其实还蛮懊恼的。。。。。。可是,没法子,唯有靠自己把拼命回忆的灵魂抓回来。
事到如今,刻意遗忘不再是方法。唯有让时间把那种重要的变得不再重要。
加油吧。
=)
Saturday, November 2, 2013
It's Sunday now.
-Everything that happens in your life is the key to moulded yourself into an extraordinary person.
Saturday, October 26, 2013
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Monday, October 21, 2013
211013
经过了失眠的夜晚,我的眼睛浮肿了一整天!!grrrrr 十二点上床入睡,怎知竟然三点才睡得着,更可悲的是都只在浅睡状态。。=( 害得整天都无法集中注意力。。。幸好对今天的化学课程比较感兴趣,比较能够专心。
: 努力习惯一个人。 =)
Sunday, October 20, 2013
Saturday, October 19, 2013
全心投入于SPM
最近实在发生了太多事情,拖延了温习功课的速度。为了让在SPM获得辉煌的成绩,就在刚刚那几分钟,我已经卸载了whatsapp,instagram,twitter,wechat。待订购了淘宝宝贝,我也会卸载手机淘宝。
正所谓,有舍才有得。为了SPM,我舍了与朋友的交际,将时间都放在SpM上。希望会得到很好的回报。=)
微博: 当女生说愿意在你遇到瓶颈的时候,她就一定会陪在你身边。但如果你不领情,她也不会纠缠你。不要等事情解决了才找回她,这个时候你得到的也只是一句"哦,那很好。" 从此她也就离开。
Thursday, October 17, 2013
171013
我承认我是一个极度容易感到压力的人。。所以很多时候都得提醒自己要放松,任何事只要take it easy就能迎刃而解。。
最近常常觉得头昏脑胀,无论在什么场合都会这样。。原因不详。
更糟的是胃痛!明明就吃不少啊。。。
算了。。。读书去!
:think positive
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Monday, October 14, 2013
这是现实生活还是已经过彩排的舞台剧?
'人生没有彩排' 这是一本书的名字。
无可否认,人生,的确没有彩排。
可是,经历的事却是那么戏剧化。。
平常都会以边看边想象的状态追戏,每次看戏都是非常投入,甚至把自己当成戏里的每个角色。现在平常在戏里面看到的故事片段都发生在我身上。这是命中注定还是吸引力法则的功效?
无论如何,还是坚持说那句:SPM最重要。
everything will be fine =)
Sunday, October 6, 2013
灰色星期天
每次不开心想发泄,就会想到这里。。真是一个充满负能量的地方啊。。不小心来到这里的朋友,不好意思了。。
原本以为认识了你,生活会开心些,至少有机会在上课的时候偷笑一下,在班看到紫色的水壶会开心一下,经过mid valley也会幸福一下,可是这几天好像变得很奇怪。。谈天的气氛变得稍微冷淡了,也许是大家都忙着为SPM做冲刺吧。。但难道我们晚安的audio message也得被SPM剥夺吗?
很多时候我都选择沉默,就一句'晚安'为句点。那你就不能主动些,先给个语音信息我吗?好。你说你忙,那就去忙,反正我也不太空闲,可是到了今天早上你起床了,都不会先watsapp我早安。。明明就看到你的last seen 是在九点多。。那算什么意思???
或许毕业以后我们会因为出国深造什么的而不再联络,那么现在就应该好好珍惜谈天的时光啊!
你说你觉得我们之间好像出了些问题可是却说不出原因,我看在你忙的份上就建议明天才谈,你说你得空,好了,我就放下手头上的功课,准备认真地分析问题的根源,怎知道就要说'好啊'的时候,你就说忙了,晚安。WHAT ?! 什么花样啊你!这样很有趣吗??
算了。。。不想被这些无谓的事情打乱思绪。。。。不想再去思考问题所在,不想再去烦恼这些曾经也懊恼过的问题。。。既然在这感情路上没有丘比特的帮忙,就算怎样努力,到后来也得不到什么。
走吧美善。。朝10A的方向走吧!其他的事儿就搁置一旁吧。。
生活会更美好。<3
Saturday, August 24, 2013
Sunday, July 28, 2013
人生如此?
很奇怪,记忆中好像没有尝试过开开心心过一天。
本以为今天会是美好的一天,可是却在一个小时前收到了一个对我而言是个晴天霹雳的消息。
其实这种情况几乎是天天都在发生。因此有时很难避免自己变得悲观,沮丧。
难道是因为自己渴望的东西太多导致自己很多时候被这些所谓的欲望影响心情?或是自己过于在乎这些已破灭的欲望?。。。
近来的心情还真的是蛮欠佳,幸好还有你在这里陪着我,当我的倾诉者。
很多事我都看在眼里但都放在心里。我不问,不说,并非我不懂。只是觉得在乎得太多会令自己更不开心。
也许因为过于执着,过于敏感,过于渴望才会把自己弄得不开心。因此每当遇到不如意的事,我都会带上耳机,播放喜欢的歌,让自己躺在音乐的怀抱。近来还有一个方法就是把所有不开心的事都告诉你,说完了其实都还蛮舒服的。=)
还有大约半小时,这一天就得落幕。
就让自己暂时把伤心忘掉,快快乐乐地迎接新的一天吧。。
晚安
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
Monday, June 24, 2013
Tues without school
Due to haze problem, I decided to self-declared holiday one day . grin* eh, I'm not gonna slack whole day , I got my plan ok? xp
hopefully, haze problem could turn to be better.. We all require a healthy environment!
alright ,bye people.
Thursday, May 30, 2013
Happiness Embraces My Life ----- Camp Post
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Luckily,I could finish my food smoothly without getting scoldedby the old town waiters. xp
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Frustration
Lately, the precious study mood is gradually deviating from my body. I know myself already in a learning dilemma.
The problem I'm meeting with is I can't utterly focus on studies. I sure will think about other shits while doing revision. I just can't steer my mind off. Phsically ,I'm doing revision. But,mentally, my soul isn't being with me.. I don't know why!.... I lost my direction..
This problem will only come across when I'm alone.It means I can't study alone. My mind will automatically come up with tons of things whenever I'm isolating myself from social.
I know my mind isn't that clear and it is quite sophisticated recently. It seems thousands of matters storing in my mind and it 's nearly jam now. I think I really need to be counselled to rescue me from this devastating zone.
Seriously, Spm is edging to all the form 5 teens. Including me. I must overcome my problem in a short period of time for not procrastinating my study time. Actually, I already got an ideal counselor in my mind. She isn't the officially one but is the one I have faith on.
Sometimes, for some certain matters, it is better to find your trusted one than the professional one. Just like my case, This kinds of mental counselling should be carried out with the trusty one can only show the best result.
In case you're struggled in this situation, here's my advice. Find someone to sort out your feeling and ask for the effective remedy to get out of the depression and frustration.
Lastly, always remember : We're born to be awesome . =)
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QOTD : What 's done cannot be undone - william shakespeare
Monday, April 29, 2013
Cold sensation
Preparation is a must task before we execute our works. It can assuage our stress and make us perform well .
With the adequated preparation , we can literally stay calm to accomplish our works.
alright. I just read it to remind myself not to rush everything at the eleventh hour.
Malaysia's weather is like the combo of hot and cold sensation.
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Thursday, April 25, 2013
TGIF
Well, It's the last Friday of.April. So, must while my time adequately . =)
I skip school, again. Lols. Don't feel like going plus my dear friends are absent too. So, Just stay at room to rush my tuition works. Nine sets of maths paper !! A secret of A+ .
I have been starting to read an english article everyday . Yea. Way to score A+ for my english test. =)
Since I have a strong feeling to study, I must seize this precious moment to accomplish my works. Support me ! xp
Keep Calm. Life still goes on and on. =)
I always believe in love as before even though I get such huge loveache . Still believing in myself could ride into eternity with the true one . <3
Everything is gonna to be alright.
Stay tuned for the next outing post xp
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Thursday, April 11, 2013
Saturday, March 30, 2013
I am hungry , this moment
Hi,xp I just wake up from a sweet dream . and I feel super hungry right now ! @@ nobody has waken ... So, no one can cook for me !! =/
I don't know why I feel myself like more indulged into internet than last time. Yea. This is the truth. I always online via my phone,to wander around ex:FB,Twitter,Instagram,Youtube .....
Gradually,I lose the power of studying. Yea,I still like to attend tuition class,but when I am home, damn, the whole brain is only thinking of ONLINE. Then, anything which is related to online, I will also keen on.
This is quite serious case to me .No matter what I must change my current routine. 不能过于纵容自己!
Unfortunately I am such a match stick. I need someone or something to ignite me . So, yesterday night,I was wandering in FB as usual. Eh?I saw an article unexpectedly. It is those teaching quote . Hmm. so coincidentally I need something raise me up as well . Xp then I read it line by line. I saw 6words which are totally inspiring me ,that is 减少上网时间。
Yea, it is kinda awkard la. It advises us to shortern our online time but I can only see this from FB. Lols! However, I will forever remember it =) so, from today on , I must reduce my online time and longer my learning time .haha!
Ok. Bye people =)
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Only this
It's already thursday nightz but I have not done my homework yet.. Xp. So, going to complete it ? Hmm. Some of it, may be ?
Actually , now is the mid-way of doing maths revision , but I just too miss my blog so, here I am. XD
Seriously, form five - life isn't that easy. Especially those like me, =/ I still have lots of topics in my question mark tank. But if for some people, They might not give a damn on it. Just like me at the last time.
But as the time I grow elder , I be more and more"kia su". I can't let myself forever getting the bad result .. So, I put more afford than last time. Hope it could help me to acheive my goal.
Besides busy to hit my target, I be more addicted to girl stuffs too. I start to keen on visiting online shop. Especially those which create their page in instagram and blogspot.
Just all because of my dear carmen larh ! Xp She is a quite fashionable teen , so, whenever we hang out together , fashion sure be our topic. from her , I get to know that "cat print"stuffs are quite popular currently. Btw, compare to those cat print top, I prefer to get those cat print skirt and cat platform. Cuz I think those skirt or shoes with cat print are more special . Haha. so, I already decided to purchase a pair of cat platform from an onlineshop. So, stay tuned for the new update about it.=D
However, I still prefer galaxy collection.=) Because it makes me think about universe-law of attraction. =D I truly hope that I could get all the galaxy stuffs like shoes, accessories, top , skirt... So, I must get endless money to make them be mine xp!
Ok. Should stop over here. Continue my maths revision.good nightz guys ! =)
We are meant to live infantastic life =)
Closw file and stay tuned =)
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Happiness embraces my life --food post
Monday, March 11, 2013
Time passing
When I was young , I always complained that the time pass so slow. but as we grow elder, the time seems passes faster.
see, now already in the middle of march. Gonna enjoy school holidays from next saturday. Omg. Don't you think it is too fast ?? We just had our cny holiday on February. Now gonna get another holidays..=/.
I am not abhor about it but it makes me feel like SPM examination is apporching us.. Arghss. I haven't done the entire preparation yet!! How daring ! @@
There still got a quite large space for me to improve my physics and addmaths. I already set my goal for SPM. Once I mean it , I must achieve it.
However , maintaining a healthy body is the most crucial plan larh. We can do everything As long as we are healthy .So, must take good care of my body. You guys have to take care of health too. =)
Ok. It"s time to pack my bag and sleep.Night earthlings
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Happy sunday
Blogging like a boss in car. On the way to grandma's house.=)
Ist time went to paradigm mall. It surprises me. =)
Tried sachi set @sakae sushi . oh yea. Happy earlier birthday bro. Please be mature.
Went to H&M . Mom loves its stuffs. Yea .me too. I have endless things to buy..=/ so means,that I need endless money to trend them.xp.
Dear Universe, please give me endless money !! <3
Monday, March 4, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
Monday blue ?
Well , another exam day to me . Sat for maths and physics . As usual , still did bad in physic. Not my willing too . But it's just too tough for me to score . Lols.
I never mean to give up . Yea .I have no the right . As I promised, I will fulfil it . I already started my physics tuition. Form five lesson and form four - light I am still able to catch up . Just because of my tutor ms loo . Thanks teacher .
Without you , I am not able to accomplish my maths graph . There are four graphs have to complete in section B . Because of you , I could finish all of it . Perhaps there's some mistakes in my papers , At least you taught me the effective way to solve the question s =)
Ok . Time to sleep .
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
First war.
Lols. I ditch you for a quite long time . Sorry ,lack of inspiration.
lst term exam is gonna start from tomorrow! ~.~
Ok .dear god ,please let me get all the best even I never study well .XP lols.k.
*you haven't given me the present =/